1 Corinthians 16:13 says
Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be courageous; be strong.
I think being scared it okay. It's trusting that God will see you through it and jumping in anyway that is courageous. Be on guard and chase that courage sister- He's got amazing things in store.
I chose a chain with repeating crystal beads, representing us continually chasing courage in our lives.
16" 18k gold plated chain.